Monthly Archives: September 2008

“i just bought a Nikon D300!”, said a guy who was roughly my age to his friend.

“Really? well i just bought this extremely long lens! which is just amazing! with an f/2.8 and a bla bla bla bla bla.”

9 years.

9 years i have been studying photography(and still am). and yet i have never felt such grief and anger when i pick up my camera, until now. the age when film is no more and where everyone thinks a photo thats blurred out is an art. the age of easy to use, digitalized and donkey ass cheap cameras.

don’t get me wrong here i am not trying to be a hypocrite. i have, beside me right now a Nikon D80 with all its bells and whistles with a rather hefty price tag(which in fact i still do owe a friend for these equipments). so what am i complaining about?

study the conversation above dear readers.

the conversation i heard above reminded me of me in my first years of photography.

buy, buy, buy, more, more, more.

everyone wants the best gear for there cameras. this happened when everyone was using film and is happening again in this digital age. but the difference between now and then, is the accessibility, the easiness of..well everything.

i don’t want to go all philosophical on things here but basically my main argument is that by buying more better cameras/gear/equipments/thingamajigs they think that they can get better pictures.

yes,pure stupidity(or perhaps innocence) in action.

i damn this situation. i damn them for not wanting to learn with what they have. but by learning by first buying the things they need. and buy more they shall.

the camera, from what i have learned. is not merely an equipment. it is me. it is a part of me.

it is my hands. my eyes. my mind. and my heart. to use it is to synchronize all of those into one.

but the heart.

yes, the heart, the soul, the conscience, has and will always play a major role in photography. and that can never be substituted by any type of expensive, high end cameras or equipments.

by all means, learn. not only about the camera itself but about yourself. you as the soul of the medium.

learn about yourself and you will find photography.

sebuah kopi hangat, sebuah buku karangan mas Pram dan alunan music klasik Nocturne in E flat.

merekalah cinta sejatiku.

tak pernah meminta apapun dariku, tak pernah mengeluh apapun dariku dan tak pernah berjanji apapun kepadaku.

tapi dapatkah mereka berbalik mencintaiku?

ah..tak perlu dipikiran.
biarkanlah
biarkan aku terlena ke dalam alam pikiran aku.

karena ke dalam alam pikiran akulah, aku berlari.

ketika realita kehidupan aku tak seperti apa yang aku
harapkan.

pelarian dari kenyataan..
kita semua butuh itu.

a great wisemen once said

true happiness is all in our minds..

perhaps that is true.

dan karena itu aku akan terus berlari.